It was crazy that right after summer, I've been feeling so down and unmotivated. I don't even want to move or anything. The "zeal" to see new things and discover new places here in Sweden is gone. I can confidently say that I AM LANGUISHING.
I hate that feeling. I feel like I'm just here, existing. Nothing to look forward for but emptiness and deadly routines. I feel like my mind is slowly diminishing into nothingness.
With everything that's happening to the world and the freaking temperature here in Sweden, I don't know if I can last through the harsh winter, lol.
Anyway, really not into writing. I have three drafts in here but sadly, not one of them is worthy enough to be published such as this rant.